Saturday,31.05.2008, 10.35 CET was the day when my sweet cat past away....and taking a huge piece of my soul with her. I really don't even know what to say or how to express what i feel...just that i feel empy..really empty..like this house...like the bed where she used to stay,like the couch where she used to lay....like her basket........everything is empty. Since yestarday i can't think of anything else but her...and i see her everywhere in the house..coming next to me,walking.....sleeping where she used to sleep....i have the feeling that she's in the other room sleeping or on the balcony..staying in the sun. I trully feel like crap. I't amazing to me how much a tiny animal can enrichen your life...and how much love they are capable of given ..and when they pass away...how much your whole world can thumble down..and how much your soul remains empty and hollow..... She did not deserve to die of cancer,and i wished that she would have lived 20 years..at least.....her passing broke my heart..and i feel terribly alone...missing her like crazy..and wishing that i could see her again. This morning...i'm drinking my coffee alone...this morning she did not woke up with me..and then came to keep me company while i drank my coffee...she did not sleep at my feet..and she did not looked me in the eyes...this morning.....like many others to come...i am ...ALONE. Sometimes life really suchs!I don't know what to say anymore..just that i miss her sooo much..and the thought that she's gone...just makes my heart shrink into a tiny corner......what a lonely feeling!. I get very attached to animals,they become a part of the family and when they pass away...i loose a family member....
Goodbye forever my beautiful cat!
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You never think that certain things are gonna happend until they do....and you just can't belive your ears. My beautiful angel has terminal cancer and there is nothing more to be done.................................Her situation has been degrating a lot in the last month............. She has been operated once...but the cancer came back much more invasive...and since she's not very old...it spreds fast.For now she has no pain,none at all,she's lost a lot of weight and she's very tired.......i'm giving her some medicine to help her a bit,to make her regain a bit of strenght,she's a though cat..considering what she has the vet said...she's very though..but in the end..when the time comes i'm gonna have to do what's best for her and not let her suffer.......... I don't know how much time i have....maybe months......but i can't even begin to imagine this house without her...and i don't even want to try. She trully is my sweet angel and it will leave me with my heart in pieces.
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R.I.P my sweet angel 
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